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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

its been long.

today was the first day of school for me and i started it with sneezes and wheezes. I think i'm becoming very unhealthy. i keep getting sick recently. i always never fully recover. Since the time i was at Coral, i had a very bad throat, fever and flu. Then my throat got abit better but now its back again. full force. itchy like hell. i feel like everytime i cough i gonna cough up blood or my organs. And everytime i sneeze, the organs in my body feel like its changing places. shucks. i hate being sick. i don't know why i keep getting flu or sth. bah.

interestingly, today's animal physio lect was pretty interesting. Prof Ip is pretty cool. He's funny. not like 99.99% of the science lecturers in NUS. do u know that the flamingo is actually a filter feeder? HAHHA. life science. no comments.

oh yar, a few things to blog about. my best frens Kaiyin and Vanessa are finally back. Kaiyin went to Krabi to climb rocks. hahha. and Vanessa went to LA for summer programme. That's the life man. On 9th aug, national day, val, vanes, ky and i arranged to meet at my house and make pizza bread for dinner and watch NDP together. I never miss NDP. patriotic me. yeah, it was real fun, and we left halfway thru to pick vanes at the airport cos she was coming back that day. We were decked in red shirt and white pants and we looked like crazy fools in the airport but what the hell, it was fun. we gave vanessa a surprise when we sneaked up behind her and hugged her. we chilled and talked a while and vanes' family took her home. I stayed with Kaiyin to wait for her brother who was coming back from thailand too. Thailand is like their family's second home liao.

rag day. sat morning. woke up early to grab big breakfast at macs with marie before we headed to school. we were so ON that day. cheer cheer cheer. Sci fac sci fac. hahaha. i got really black after staying in the sun that morning. I think it might have contributed to the sickness i am having now. BAH. after that i went for youth and at night headed to marina bay there to eat steamboat to celebrate ky's birthday with the UNI cell. caught the last night of the international fireworks thingy. it was beautiful. first time i've been up close watching the works.

sunday. had a long interesting but fatigued day. By the time i finished the leader's meeting at whit's house which was pretty fun, would have liked to stay for jo's pasta tho. haha.but i went off at 630 to meet val, nes, ky and jn at east coast. they went kayaking lor. so fun. yar anyway ky drove us to chomp chomp to eat cos east coast was crowded. then we went to grapevine to chill. bought her a cake and sang her the thrid birthday song i've sung her in 2 days. Ha. happy 21st dear. i remember 8years ago when i first saw u in class. U were a mini chilli padi. haha. look at how far we've come. i love u!

well. been kinda emo lately. plus with all the sickness and all i think my mind is a little thwarted, warped. sometimes i just wish i could let go of things more easily. oh well. school is starting. back to studying. maybe it'll keep my mind off things. but yet. there are alot of things that i can't control lately. but i guess that means i have to trust God.

have u ever had a feeling like u wished u weren't urself? or that u imagined this person u know for very long in your head as a certain character but yet in the end the person is not how u imagined them to be? or if u think u know yourself but actually u don't? that's scary right. its like u are not u anymore. u've changed and u've not realised it.

oh man. ramblings. i'm on medication if anyone's asking. ha.