marie and i were v bored and went to arts co op to entertain ourselves.
marie says it looks like a starfish.wahhaa.
8:43 AM.
me and marie trying to do the perfect impersonation of... U guessed it... PAUL twohill! hahah.DAMN! i look just like him. just minus the eyeliner.hoho.
8:26 AM.
things are not the same and will never be the same again.
7:29 AM.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
FATIGUED
wow. i don't know why i actually feel so tired. last thurs i slept real late like at four plus? HA. and i felt like i just finished the last night of camp when i woke up in the morning. HAHHA. that kind of hangover feeling. I've been a bad bad girl. skipping lessons and being late for them. man. year 3 liao lei. when will i ever learn. ha. (yes yes Jase.u will pray for me that i will learn to be early k.) AH yes. JASON left to canada for SEP on friday. now i think i also v kek sim lei. I WOULD HAVE BEEN ON THAT FLIGHT TOO! haha. not stuck in singapore with a 5 day week and many many lab sessions. SI BEI SIAN. ( si bei is not bad word ok. its hokkien. it means VERY!) hahaha. k lar. at least for the last 2 weeks, i actually cum( cAnNoT use this word liao hor,i know the meaning now! HA), oh no i mean, come all the way to school for just 1 lesson lor. everyday lei. except fri. SO ok i've been a NOT too bad girl. hoho. oh yar i shall elaborate on my v horrendous sch timetable.
mon - 12-2 French lect
3-6 FST lab ( go HSA next week!)
tues- 10-12 ( ONLY LESSON! SIAN rite)
ok, now u must be thinking timetable not so bad wat, why she complaining?
wed- 2-4 French tut
6-8 French lect ( i gonna take up joyce's offer to stay at her hostel so i can wake up for 8am lect on thurs liao.)
Thurs- 8- 10 am Ecology lect ( i have to wake up at 545 am just to get to sch on time)
10-1 Physio prac or tut
2-6 Ecology prac
Fri- 8-10 am Animal physio lect
11-12 FST tut
12-2 FST lect
2-6 Animal physio Prac
the 3 hrs of FST on fri ISH CANNOT MAKE IT!!! on the first lesson, marie and i played hangman for 3 hrs. ahaha. i still remember i cannot guess DAWN OF THE DEAD. and i discovered marie not only can talk non stop, dance non-stop, she also can play hangman very well. HA. ( ah. dun beat me when u see me ok marie. I Lurbch U!hahah - courtesy of hanging out with zhizhi and reading her blog) lurbch means love hor.HOHO.
sat, i spent at youth, morning had muso prac for sunday service. then i was worship leader for youth service that day. It was great. ha. seeing youths on fire for God and wanting to use what they have for Him is just wonderful. To Jereld, Jared, Colin Sim and Tan, Eunice, Xiuhui, Joshua my dear bro, SHARonk, chualy. COntinue to play on, sing on and serve FOR our Almighty.
had mylene's 21st that night at her place. food glorious food. i ate and ate all the yummilicious food and gobbled up 2 slices of her choc cake. indescribably good. hoho. lurve ya girl, join the 21 club le. old old le. HHA. thanks for the invite and for feeding me real well. hope u enjoyed urself!HAPPIE SWEET 21ST!
slept real late on sat to get redy for sunday.couldn't get up on sunday morning. so i took a cab. had to reach by 8 plus cos singing back up. I really love to sing for God so i got to embrace this kinda waking up early thingys... but with the amt i use to take cab every sunday to come early, i think i could have sponsored abt 10 children in Africa. BAH. Sherm was sick (how are u darling!!) on sunday so i had to do Teens by myself with the help of nicky and mylene. It went really great. I love this bunch of 13 to 16 yr olds. they just cant help but capture my heart. i think next week TEENS LAUNCH is gonna be great. woohoo!
oh no. this coming sat got bible study test. its the middle of the 6 week bible study class by jx. better study , wait kena trash by the younger ones, no where to put face liao. HHA.gotta study one. hoho. must set good example. but i dun have all the notes...must go get from jx. haha.
oh yar where was i. so teens on sunday went well and then after 2nd service i went with wayne to get his sister's present and i also had to get her 21st bday pressie.. we went to bugis and we walked our ass off. my feet were really aching. but i gto her a really nice bag. ha i better give it to her soon if not IT'S MINE!! MUAHHAHA.* evil laughter*
when i finally got home, i really felt fatigued. i collapsed onto bed and just fell asleep. i woke up to eat dinner ( my my, i REALLy NEVER miss a meal.) haha and then i went back to sleep at 8 plus. i was THAT tired. i woke up today at 9 like i really had a hangover. hahaha. my eyes were puffy. oh man. hate it.
gotch alot of french hw to do.. BAH.
je suis Singapourienne. Tu connais?
( i am singaporean. do u know?)
je m'appelle Laetitia ( my name is Laetitia) -->yup its really my french name in class. HA.
ah i think i'm real lousy at it. HA.
AU REVOIR!
11:41 PM.
Monday, August 21, 2006
jiahui made me do this. Hhhahaaa.
i HAVE DONE 72 OUT OF THIS 99 THINGS!
[1] I have read a book before
[2 ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.(1mile=1.6km?)
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[3] I have been on some sort of sports team.
[4] I have watched cartoons for hours before
[5] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[6] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[7] have been snowboarding/skiing.
[8] I have played ping pong.
[9] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[10] I have seen fireworks.
[ ] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I have almost drowned.
[11] I have been so embarrassed I wanted todisappear.
[12] I have listened to one cd over & over & overagain.
[13] I have had stitch(es).
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[14] I have stayed up til 6am doinghomework/projects.
[15] I currently have a job.[16] I have been ice skating.
[17] I have been rollerblading.
[18] I have fallen flat on my face.
[19] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[20] I have been in a fist fight.
[21] I have played videogames/com for more than 3hours straight.
[22] I have watched The Power Rangers before.
[23] I do / have attended Church regularly.
[24] I have played truth or dare.
[25] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[26] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[27] I've called someone stupid. And meant it.
[28] I've been in a verbal argument.
[29] I've cried in school.
[30] I've played basketball on a team.
[] I've played softball on a team.
[] I've played football on a team.
[31] I've played soccer on a team.
[32] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've swam on a team.
[33] I've been swimming more than 20 times in mylife.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[34] I've climbed a rock wall before.
[35] I've lost more than $20.
[36] I've called myself an idiot
[37] I've called someone else an idiot
[38] I've cried myself to sleep
[39] I've had (or have) pets.
[40] I've owned a Spice Girls cd. and or tape
[41] I've owned a Britney Spears cd
[42] I've owned an N*Sync cd
[43] I've owned a Backstreet Boys cd
[ ] I've mooned someone ( that means??)
[44] I've sworn at someone in authority
[45] I've been in the schoolnewspaper / insights.
[46] I've been on TV[47] I've eaten sushi.
[48] I've been on the other side of a waterfall
[49] I've watched all of the Lord of the Ringsmovies.
[50] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 Stooges at least once.
[] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[51] I've watched Looney Tunes before.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker
[] I've been called a geek.
[52]I've studied hard for a test and got a badgrade.
[53] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[54] I've met a celebrity / music / TV artist.
[55] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested
[56] I've been attracted to someone much olderthan me
[57] I've been tickled till I've cried
[58] I've tickled someone else until they cried
[59] I've had / have siblings
[] I've been to a rock concert
[60] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it
[61] I've been in a play
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class
[62] I've been picked first in gym class or so
[63] Ive been picked in that middle-range in gymclass.
[64] I've cried in front of my friends
[65] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[] I've freaked out over a sports game
[] I’ve vomited in public.[]
I've washed someone else’s vomit
[66 ] I’ve ran away
[] I’ve had a stalker
[] I've had a fight with someone on txt
[67] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face
[68]I've been in a car accident
[69] I've forgiven someone who has done somethingbad to me (recently)
[70] I've personally seen someone die
[71] I've been confronted by a police officer butgot away
[72] I've lost someone who meant the world
7:40 AM.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
photo taken by stephy. i love it. it reminds me of God's hope.
6:46 AM.
acting cute.bah. hahaha.
6:43 AM.
after planetshakers with the girls :)
6:43 AM.
kaiyin's durian cake! happy 21st!
6:41 AM.
having supper after planet shakers concert with jessica,deb,bern, ben and elisha
6:40 AM.
fireworks taken from marina bay
6:37 AM.
rag day. jiahui, me and marie, after cheering our lungs out. it was a super sunny day.
6:33 AM.
national day- red and white. right to left- me, jian ning, valarie, kaiyin
6:30 AM.
its been long.
today was the first day of school for me and i started it with sneezes and wheezes. I think i'm becoming very unhealthy. i keep getting sick recently. i always never fully recover. Since the time i was at Coral, i had a very bad throat, fever and flu. Then my throat got abit better but now its back again. full force. itchy like hell. i feel like everytime i cough i gonna cough up blood or my organs. And everytime i sneeze, the organs in my body feel like its changing places. shucks. i hate being sick. i don't know why i keep getting flu or sth. bah.
interestingly, today's animal physio lect was pretty interesting. Prof Ip is pretty cool. He's funny. not like 99.99% of the science lecturers in NUS. do u know that the flamingo is actually a filter feeder? HAHHA. life science. no comments.
oh yar, a few things to blog about. my best frens Kaiyin and Vanessa are finally back. Kaiyin went to Krabi to climb rocks. hahha. and Vanessa went to LA for summer programme. That's the life man. On 9th aug, national day, val, vanes, ky and i arranged to meet at my house and make pizza bread for dinner and watch NDP together. I never miss NDP. patriotic me. yeah, it was real fun, and we left halfway thru to pick vanes at the airport cos she was coming back that day. We were decked in red shirt and white pants and we looked like crazy fools in the airport but what the hell, it was fun. we gave vanessa a surprise when we sneaked up behind her and hugged her. we chilled and talked a while and vanes' family took her home. I stayed with Kaiyin to wait for her brother who was coming back from thailand too. Thailand is like their family's second home liao.
rag day. sat morning. woke up early to grab big breakfast at macs with marie before we headed to school. we were so ON that day. cheer cheer cheer. Sci fac sci fac. hahaha. i got really black after staying in the sun that morning. I think it might have contributed to the sickness i am having now. BAH. after that i went for youth and at night headed to marina bay there to eat steamboat to celebrate ky's birthday with the UNI cell. caught the last night of the international fireworks thingy. it was beautiful. first time i've been up close watching the works.
sunday. had a long interesting but fatigued day. By the time i finished the leader's meeting at whit's house which was pretty fun, would have liked to stay for jo's pasta tho. haha.but i went off at 630 to meet val, nes, ky and jn at east coast. they went kayaking lor. so fun. yar anyway ky drove us to chomp chomp to eat cos east coast was crowded. then we went to grapevine to chill. bought her a cake and sang her the thrid birthday song i've sung her in 2 days. Ha. happy 21st dear. i remember 8years ago when i first saw u in class. U were a mini chilli padi. haha. look at how far we've come. i love u!
well. been kinda emo lately. plus with all the sickness and all i think my mind is a little thwarted, warped. sometimes i just wish i could let go of things more easily. oh well. school is starting. back to studying. maybe it'll keep my mind off things. but yet. there are alot of things that i can't control lately. but i guess that means i have to trust God.
have u ever had a feeling like u wished u weren't urself? or that u imagined this person u know for very long in your head as a certain character but yet in the end the person is not how u imagined them to be? or if u think u know yourself but actually u don't? that's scary right. its like u are not u anymore. u've changed and u've not realised it.
oh man. ramblings. i'm on medication if anyone's asking. ha.
5:53 AM.
Friday, August 04, 2006
i shall end this montage of late and recent photos with this: my extended family- GLAD TIDINGS YOUTH
9:14 PM.
kaiyin and i- pretending to be lecturer, professor, graduate- all that we are not yet. HA! this girl is somemhere in thaniland climbing mountains. COME BACK!!!
9:11 PM.
me.whacking all the food at parties. AS usual. haha! :)
9:02 PM.
can u believe it? van and me at the fish and co glasshouse- singing Angel by Sarah Maclachlan for Val on valentine's day. HHAA. and yes, val JUST sent me the pics only.
9:01 PM.
van and me. I miss you girl.come back to singapore.
9:01 PM.
val's 21st in feb, i only got the photos now.HA!! these are the 4 girls i love- its been 8 years.
8:41 PM.
pink watches
8:38 PM.
val, Jianning and I - happy 21st JianNing! love u!
8:37 PM.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
i wish i could just disappear.
God, i'm not worthy for u to love. for u to give me chance after chance.
psalm 116
I love the Lord, for he heard my voice;
he heard my cry for mercy.
Because he turned his ear to me,
I will call on Him as long as I live.
The cords of death entangled me,
the anguish of the grave came upon me;
i was overcome by trouble and sorrow.
Then i called on the name of the Lord:
"Oh Lord, save me!"
The Lord is gracious and righteous;
our God is full of compassion.
The Lord protects the simplehearted;
when i was in great need, he saved me.
Be at rest once more, O my soul,
for the Lord has been good to you.
For you, O Lord,have delivered my soul from death,
my eyes from tears,
my feet from stumbling,
that i may walk before the Lord in the land of the living
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God, forgive me. pls don't give up on me. Pls don't let myself give up on me.
I need you God. I don't want to carry on without You.
7:06 PM.