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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

back to talking about those crazy weeks..
yup,I went to Pahang for four days..
It was a wonderful mission trip.. everything went well and smoothly.
The main event was holding a banquet and a party for this particular village. we gathered all the people and children. Played games with the children, and then we acted out the christmas story for them. Then Jessica, Sujeeta and I danced "He carried me". Pastor Michael gave the word and gave the altar call. Many of them said the sinner's prayer and HEAVEN rejoices!! Sujeeta and I then gave a dance," ALL AROUND THE WORLD" hahha. we were trying to "shenei" s and pirohuettes on the sandy rocky floor. but it was good... and we all enjoyeed ourselves. i carried so many kids that my hand also pain. we were eaten alive by mosquitoes there.. the mozzies were really commando trained man. They bite u even through ur pants and even if u were bathed in mosquito repellant.
Then in the house, it was like discovery channel, cos there were like about ten species of insects in just one room. The lizards were big and fat, and not only we were having a banquet and they too were having one hell of a feast. hhaha.
So we stayed late and all the villagers went back to their huts. We dropped by a lady's house where she complained at night there was alot of noises and sth jumping in the room which sounded like a monkey. She also saw a bed floating around at night in one of her rooms. from then on all her children and grandchildren sleep on the floor in the living room. Ya, so we wen tot check out the ghostly room, there was indeed a eerie presence there, so we prayed over the houshold and the premise, sang some songs and knew that God will protect!
It was a great experience living there.. and also when we came back i was already in the mood for a massive shopping spree cos I really hadnt started on christmas presnt buying. My family has gift exchanges every year and also church frens too.. so i had loads to buy.

Christmas eve was always spent with my darling sec sch girl frens.. this yr kaiyin went to thailand to celebrate christmas with the orphans there... so left the four of us who came to my house for food and christmas exchange and lots of bonding and talking. It was really fun and I really missed those precious times, now its hardly we get to meet up often, but we drawn up a time table this year to meet up more regularly... So sweet right. i mean we even have a yahoo group jus for us! hahha.

well.. these few days i have been having a terrible throat pain.. and yesterday bed ridden with fever.. but today all the better. God is good. i din even see a doc. heh. and today i went thru time tabling for modules liao. WAaa! sch gonna start soon. BAh. and i am soooo lazyyy..... i still cant make up my mind whether i wan to go overseas and when. shucks. lalala.
i miss u marie,june, jiahui, dan, eug and gladys!!! and when we gonna celebrate gladys' birthday! soon soon!! go kbox go settlers' go somewhere! hahah.
hope u guys did ok for exams. i ok, but disappointed at my IT mod, i think i gonna ask for a review. i still cant believe i got THAT grade. BAH.hahaha. but with the rest of the lsm and biostats, i'm alright.heh. i need desperately to pull up my grades too. I mean, DESPERATELY!

11:03 PM.

my my my. it's been so long. haha.
well merry christmas to all i know and to those who bother to read this blog. hahha
it's been real crazy weeks for me leading up to this special day.. in the midst of all the busy-ness, I remember Christmas as my favourite time of the year, as a reminder of God's love for all of us. To those people who do not know Jesus as their true Lord and saviour, behind all the partying ,shopping, presents and fun with family and friends, Christmas is a a special day where God sent a gift of love to bridge us to Him. We are all born into sin and are sinners, we all know how to be bad and need to learn to be good. our nature is sinful and the wages of sin is death but God has given us a way out by sending Jesus to die for us! And that is why Christmas is a time to give. Cos God already gave ultimately. In the most perfect example of giving.
I accepted Jesus into my life when I was pri 4. And for me, believing in sth i couldnt see was hard, But for God, I felt His presence always, and throughout all the difficult times I've been through, he was always there. He restores relationships and shows you love like u have never felt before!

Through my youngest brother's death, God showed visions and bundles of faith. He lifted me up when I wanted to die. He saw me through the near break-ups of my family and showed me immense covering over my life through times that nobody knew there could ever be such sorrow in my life, behind that smiley face and laughter. His joy radiates through me. and i want to share it all with you, cos I love all my friends. Its just not fair for me to keep it to myself right?

So if u believe today, you just have to verbally pray this prayer and believe in your heart.

Dear heavenly father,
thank you for loving me. Thank you for wanting to know me. I believe in you and want to follow you. help me to humble myself. I confess that I'm a sinner and pray that you will forgive my sins and wash me clean. Change me, Lord. I want to accept you into my life as my personal Lord and Saviour that I will have a relationship with you. Thank you Lord, for I can be your child, and you my Father.
In Jesus' name, Amen.

If you have prayed this prayer, don't keep it to yourself! TELL me! tell people! cos it's the most wonderful thing that can ever happen in your life. You have nothing to lose but all to gain.

Welcome to the family!!! You are not alone in this walk with Jesus. However, this walk will not be easy, cos we live in a world of sin and temptations and Satan will try to stumble you. BUT we who have Jesus, are victorious. Cos Jesus has overcome, and we are thus all overcomers!

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10:39 PM.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

i'm a way lousy blogger.

hhaa.
after i screamed my way put of exams( or rather laughed my way out), i totally forgot abt blogging. hahaa.
i've been going full blast with holiday plans that i din even plan myself...
After my last paper, i had a full rigorous workout at dance and dragged myself out for camp the next morning. I was group supervisor, meaning i was the one who was supposed to be on HIGH mode all the time, which was quite an easy task for me considering the perpetual 'high'ness i am always in.
yup, my team was called CRAZIANz, andthey were really a bunch of crazy people, and june, u would be glad to know i taught them the ECSTASY cheer. it became their fav cheer too. hhahaa.
The camp was super fun, i just love being with youths, tho it kinda reminded me i was getting old.BUT it was still really fun. really bonding, screaming, cheering, running, cycling in the rain, playing OLD MAID and all that stuff.

i tumbled home in exhaustion and kaiyin and julian came my house and watched the longest yard. kaiyin crawled to my bed in the midst of it, julian and i hung on till the end of the movie. Julian wanted to watch Harrry potter, so i just let him watch while i toppled onto my parents' bed for a trip to slumberland.

not too long later, i discovered julian and kaiyin had gone home( i apparently opened the door and let them out) and it was already seven plus at night.. HAHHA
so yar it'll be a christmas danc perfomance this sat, this whole week i'll be trying to squeeze all the steps into my head and hopefully do sth decent on that day.
AND i gonna go plan for christmas event on the 17th... still in the midst of my ticket making.
PLUS. i going to Pahang for a mission trip gonna rough it up there. YEAH. from 19th to 22nd.
gonna bring christmas to those cutie little kiddies there and bring the good news to the people! man! i should have learnt malay!