Look for God's Rainbow
Monday, March 06, 2006
man. the test sucked. AHHHHHHH. i was like, at a blank. i only wrote like 1 and 3/4 page. BAH. everyone had to staple their pages but i din't. I s/u-ed the module, but i just hate this feeling of walking out a test with all the things u studied still in the head and never actually realised on paper. Wah liew i really din know what i was writing lor. whatever i learnt about marx, weber, dahrendorf, miliband, wright, goldthorpe, SIMI!!!???!! i dunnoe how the hell to put it in my answer! its bloody 30 percent of the module. i just hope i pass...... PLS!This sem is so crazy. i barely have time to do anything! and i'm so tired everyday. i just conk off whenever i get to sit my arse down in some mode of transport. IF ONLY the words i type now flowed as well as when i was in the test. BAH. the only recollection i have of this sem is DOing the lab report. where i have one waiting for me to complete at home now.. NO need to sleep tonight le. i still don't have an inkling of what to do or how to do whatever i supposed to do. i just had to write sth, in sch waiting for EL project meeting to start in ten min. LYDIA, stop complaining.. God, i just want to do really well, help me to do it for u and not for anything else. God, i want to glorify u and be of good cheer. every min of every day. Just living a life with the purpose of living it for u so that ppl will know that U are real and great. Lord, pls remove whatever shit feeling i have now and help me commit everything to u.and everything will be ok. AND I WILL STOP WORRYING!Thank you Father..*help me Jesus.
11:42 PM.