Friday, September 16, 2005
i have so much pent up thoughts within me. Time seems to pass without much notice and i feel lost. Sometimes it's hard to keep focused. my mind keeps wandering. I dunch know how to describe this feeling..Don't feel like talking much this few days... just having 'verbal' thoughts in my head. my tongue seems immobile.
Been feeling sick since monday. Mucus monster all the way. Took all kinds of medicine.. helps for a while. but still comes back..now affecting my throat too... Well, that will make me even more silent.
Anyway.. its maggi mee for lunch again. Parents eloped to phuket on a cruise. Actually its not much diff whether they leave anot.. cos there's no home cooked food when they are around anyway. I miss home cooked food. Really. I look forward to going granny's house every first sunday of the month. U can really taste sweetness in home cooked food. BAH.i'm going mad.
God's Rainbow
Rainbows appear after mighty storms
when things look their very worst
Just when the skies are darkest grey,
look for the rainbow first.
The rainbow is a sign of God's promise,
that He will guide us through any storm.
That He will see us through all our troubles,
no matter what their form.
When you feel battered by life's storms,
and you are filled with doubt and dismay;
just remember God's rainbow is coming-
it's only a prayer away.
This poster is on my table everyday... and a POST it on my window " DO YOUR BEST FOR GOD". God din promise it will be easy.. but he promised HE'll be there. SO i hang on to HIS hope. Time to go do quiet time.
11:00 AM.
